Antara...

salam utk semua...

fuhh... dh sebulan kowt ak x ber'blog' nih... nasib la ak at home today, so bley la guna laptop abg ak tuk ber online.

hmm.. apa yg nk aku coretkan kt sini yer... jap2... nk pikir...  aha.... aku baru kenal sedikit erti hidup sebenarnya. rupanya selama ni ak hanya bermain2, berangan2 di awangan, not more than that. hidup bg aku hanya hidup jer... x ade apa2 yg perlu nk kena pikir, asal ko makan, minum, enjoy, solat, dgr cakap mak ayah, blajar.... raya.. itu jer la. tetapi hakikat sebenarnya tanggungjawab yg telah diamanahkan kepada kita yg bergelar insan di dunia ini, sebagai hambaNya, terlalu sangat2 besar dan amat penting. life is a brief candle,  its a journey, journey to somewhere we actually belong to, yakni akhirat yg pasti tiba.

setelah 19 tahun aku hidup, semakin dkt menghampiri 2 dekat aku menghirup udara ciptaan Ilahi, inilah saat ketikanya aku rasa sgt kerdil jika dilihat kpd segala amalan yg telah ak lakukan sejak hidup, mcm aku ni hidup takde apa2 yg aku buat utk carry foward amalan kebaikan utk bekalan di akhirat, sgt2 sedikit... hmmm.

dosa dh la byk aku buat, taubat mcm biskut chipsmore, kejap ye kejap tak... memang aku sgt2 hina... i'm not a good person.... tp semua tu la yg membantu aku utk mengenal apa erti hidup, erti syukur, erti kebahagiaan, dan segalanya, dgn berkat dr Yang Mencipta, Yang Maha Agung. Thank you Allah.

bergelar seorang mahasiswa, aku rasa bagai berada di sebuah medan perang, medan jihad, di mana aku perlu survive utk kecapi kejayaan. byk2 cabaran ,dugaan yg akan mendatang, aku perlu sentiasa bersedia, rohani dan jasmani, fizikal, mental. sbb once you terleka, easily ko boleh hanyut ditelan arus dunia.

aku rasa sgt bertanggungjawab, amanah yg dipikul kepada kita, sbg seorang khalifah yakni pemimpin di dunia ini, utk mentadbir alam ciptaan Allah ini sebaik-baiknya, dgn izin Nya. kerana setiap insan pasti akan disoal tentang apa yg dipimpinnya nnt di padang mahsyar, saat timbangan amalan dijalankan.

Niat aku ke sini, yg utama , menuntut ilmu yg diberkati Allah utk diamalkan dalam kehidupan dengan keredhaanNya serta mencari pengalaman hidup , utk bekalan sepanjang masa.

Ilmu penyuluh hidup, aku perlu ikhlas dlm segala yg aku lakukan, niat kerana Allah. Nawaitu kita sgt penting dan mempengaruhi amalan kita seharian.

Istiqamah dlm ibadah, ingat pesanan ini utk diriku dan rakan2, jgn pernah putus asa, jgn pernah kecewa jikalau ditimpa musibah, kerna yakinlah segala yg terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya. Allah menguji hamba2Nya kerana Allah sayangkan kita. Yakinlah!

teruskan berdoa, berusaha, dan tawakkal. Mohonlah supaya kita sentiasa dipermudahkan segala ibadah kita, diredhai, dan sentiasa di bawah lembayung ramhatNya. Ingatlah, hidup kita ni hanya sementara sahaja. kehidupan hakiki di sana kelak.

Aku ingin memohon maaf sekiranya segala perbuatanku, percakapanku, dan apa2 yg datang drpdku ada menyinggung, melukakan,menyakitkan hati,jiwa dan perasaan anda semua. Ampun dan maaf ku pohonkan. semoga dgn keampunan , keredhaan anda semua dan serta berkat dr Allah, kejayan pasti milik kita bersama. Amin....

So guys, thanks for being a part of my life, and hope my presence around all of you also give a wonderful meaning too. hope our friendship will never end, fight till the end, towards Ilahi. Panjang umur, kita jumpa lagi. Keep on your faith, believe, trust, because Allah is always by our side.... Insya Allah, Amin....


I love you all, brothers and sisters.... :-)

me at dungun, seaview and others..

salam to all.

it's been two weeks since my last log in on9 the internet.. a long time..

thank God coz today i'm home!!!! yay!!

for those weeks ago, i was at uitm dungun tganu for orientation. sweet bitter experience i had.

it start with...

the moment i enter the campus, wow, so beautiful! the scenary of the south china sea, the breeze, the forest surround it, catch my heart. dis was the right place to study, so peaceful.

check in to my hostel - Kolej Tenggol B- yeah, hostel right, nt so conviniece but still acceptable to live, at least for 1 semester. nice roomates, kind and cheerful new friends and the community itself. :-)

through out the orientation, i 'll give 3 stars rating, still can be improve. thanks senior for helping a lot.

but those sweet memory not last long..

the real campus life just begin after that...

blank, speechless, confuse...
what the heck happen to my Malay, muslim brothers and sister??? not all of them, but a large number of it.
sad to see my own races, tumbling towards hell pits... God please save us from being influence by those evil acts...

not need to mention, y'al know it, so social to much..... dis only a meer parts of what actually happen in dis fatamorgana world.

please back to the right way... amin..

now my focus is, to study and use the knowledge at right way... and confront life experience...

i hope with the help from Allah, always keep your faith to Him, Insya Allah success will be yours!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!! that was my motivation for now, doing all thing ikhlas for Allah.... hope to success in dunia n akhirat.... Amin...

Preparing to blast off...

Mornin' to all ya!

sementara ak tgk world cup jepun lwn denmark ni, boleh la aku coretkan sket few words before ak berlepas menyambung pengajian ak di pantai timur nnt.

esok, akan bertolak ke tganu, sabtu daftar di uitm. bermulanya aku sebagai anak kampus, status sbg siswazah universiti.

bila ak pikir balik, kejap ja masa berlalu... tambah pula baru2 sepupu aku bersalin dpt baby boy, lucu sangat, iskandar alwin a.k.a lim hong tai, mengingatkan aku ttg hidup dan mati...

byk sgt kesilapan dh aku lakukan kt dunia ni... perintah tuhan sikit sgt yg aku ikut... jahilnya aku ni... huhu....

tp yg aku harap semua kenangan pahit yg aku lalui dpt menjadi pembakar semangat aku utk membalas dendam atas segala kelemahan aku selama aku hidup ni....

di ksempatan ni gak aku nk menyusun jari-jemariku ini, ingin sangat2 ikhlas dari hati qalbu ku ini , nk meminta ampun dan maaf kepada semua yg aku kenali dan yg mengenali diri ak ni atas segala dosa yg pernah dan telah aku lakukan , membuatkan hati anda merasa beban dan benci apabila adanya kehadiranku... sorry sangat2 semua.... ak harap, dengan keampunan dr kalian, ak dpat membawa hati,roh,fikiran, jiwa dan perasaan ak ke sana nt dlm keadaan tenang utk berjuang menghasilkan yg terbaik serta mengamalkan semaksima ilmu yg ak pelajari utk manfaat umat manusia khususya islam tercinta.sama2 kita doakn kejayaan kita bersama ya!!! Amin...

JEpun lead 2-0 denmark... yes!!!

matlamat aku, mencari ilmu utk diamalkan dengan berjaya di jalan yang diredhaiNya. Harap kita sentiasa di bawah lembayung rahmat dari Yang Esa...

Mungkin lepas ni post aku kt blog lmbat sket sbb nk setelkan diri aku kt sana ngan orientasi n other stuff la k...

after dis , harap2 dpt la ak berkongsi new story, exp, n updates ngan anda wahai pembaca blog sekalian semedang aku di sana... (betoi ka ayat aku ni???)

ok, nk tidor , got a great things to come tomorrow! pray for da best ya! sweet dreams!! salam.....

Live for love or love for live?

I love myself. I love everybody. I love all.

Saturday Mornin'

Salam n a very pleasant day to all!

 Today, comment 'bout what just happen - World main focus on Gaza -

Israel continues its terrorism mission towards people who against them, when they warning the next ship after Flotilla hijacked, MV Rachel Corrie that they will stop the konvoi from continue its journey ahead to Gaza.

But, the whole world together with the volunteer will continue the humanitary journey to helps the Gaza's.

Gaza people are not terrorist, they deserved to have normal life as other human in this world.

Keep pressure towards Israel, and we as Muslim, unite become stronger ummah, keep building our iman n takwa to become the stronger Mukmin.

And always believe Allah... Insya Allah together towards peaceful world! Amin....

Final Countdown...

Assalamualaikum n very pleasent day for all bloggers!

Huh.. it's being a long time since my last update... hehe malas nk update...
ayway, just few weeks ago, i got tawaran futher study kt UiTM Dungun, Terengganu
Diploma Pentadbiran Awam.

Alhamdulillah, at last i got the offer to fulfill my journey as student.
dis coming 26 june, pendaftaran.. ( adoiy, i will miss some of WC matches!!!) but its ok, coz study my priority.

besides of preparing physically, money, others, my mentally aspect should be considered also.
Avoiding the normally problem- homesick- still other factor could haunted me, especially my performance in study later..

that was my outmost fear... but I always believe, if I still holding on His faith, n doing all His orders, Insya Allah, His always by my side..

I know i'm the weakest human among all, never had strong hold, jati diri...
I really need make a big move, Hijrah of my ownself identity... towards more stronger n tegas in what am i believe for...
Please, me, WAKE UP!!!! don't just sit there n hope for moon falling down on you!

Doa, our best weapon of all, so do not ever stop doa,usaha, tawakkal...

every obstacles comes with it prices, that we never know wat could it be...
Only Allah knows...

So, hope from all of your support, I able to rise from my fall before, n never turn it back!

My Goal - Success - !!! :-)

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